Not really felt like updating this blog at all recently and don't really have much to say tbh. Since the live blogging post i've played a few tourns here and there but been super lazy as per and pretty much done nothing in any of them. My deepest run was 9th in a $30 comp when my AA was no match vrs AK and 99 aipf for a redic big pot when both bastards made a flush against me. I've shizzed off about $1.2k in buyins but had a few little results in a couple of mini mouse 45 manners so i'm only stuck $600ish this month. On Wednesday i went to see that MJ film, This Is It with Kels which i recommend even if you are not a huge Wacko fan, which i am not btw. Thursday i played in a £40+£20rb comp at Luton with Ads and Dan but busted 13th and on Friday i got mashed up town with the same two fish plus Scotch which was a fun night and ended up with the four of us paying a visit to not one but two strip clubs which is pretty standard when you go out with Adam. Saturday i just minced with the bird and Sunday i've just been chilling out with my Mommy and Daddy so not been online much recently.
I'm starting a new Master Plan tomorrow seeing as it will be exactly 10 weeks until me and Scotch fly to Oz. I really need to get my ass in gear and start playing more, especially as i doubt i'll play that much on my travels, hopefully this plan will last more than one day lol. The plan simply involves playing a shit load of mtt's all day Mon, Tues and Thur and Sunday night i'm gonna take 10 stabs at shipping the $215 $300k gtd on PP alongside playing a billion $26 45 manners. More specifically i hope to play at least 500 mtt's and 300 45 manners between now and the 18th Jan . Although it probably don't seem like it from reading this post i am committed to do this. One of the main reason is probably my girlf who gets super fucked off with my lazy lifestyle. Its fucks me off as well but its like a disease!
I know one of the main themes of my blog is my lack of volume and laid back personality but in all honestly i think my laziness only contributes 60-70% towards my poor volume levels in regard to poker. Long term readers will also be aware of the fact that i am somewhat of a poker wimp. I get scared of losing sometimes, its my living and the thought of losing a lot of money scares me. I suppose i have a deep rooted fear of failure. Its crazy because i have been playing this stupid game for 5+ yrs with 2 of them as a "full time" fish and have made a ton of money (well over 6 figs £££) and yet i still get sort of nervous in a strange way. However, deep down i know if i play i win so therefore the more i play the more i win, simples yeah? I wish it was that simple. There is also another problem though in that i like to book a good win and i am then kinda nervous about playing because i dont wanna lose the profit, proper gay i know, i am such a faggot. Does anyone suffer the same problem? Last month was a classic example, i didnt play much but binked a $2.6k score and another $3.2k a week later and that was good enough for me. I then played a minimal amount of tourns so i didn't shizz off all my winnings, a low risk approach i guess, VERY GAY JONES. I should just continue to play whatever the outcome but i don't, GAY GAY GAY. Arrrgh, enough of this bullshit post, its tilting me just to write this crap, i'm off.
EDIT: Didn't know what pic to use with this entry so posted a pic of Danni Minogue's tits, enjoy.
Oh and here's a pic of my mate Simms at one of his recent home games, its quite a lively game as you can see, lots of gd action :-)
